“No one can wal…

“No one can walk away truly alive”

Anberlin have the best lyrics for no matter what mood you’re in. I just wish they could help me change everything.

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Well, shit.

Well guys, a lot has happened since I last posted… Sorry it has taken me so long.

I guess I fall for the wrong people.. Or maybe I am just not meant to be with someone. Either way I always end up hurt and having people tell me that there’s plenty of fish in the sea. The only thing is, there’s two females to every male in the world. I just happen to be that unlucky girl that comes second best.
No, I don’t have a super model body and no, I’m not the most beautiful girl you have ever met, but even though everyone says it’s the personality that counts, they will still rate you on your looks, weight and bra size. 

Falling for people is easy, but falling the right one is hard. I spoke to my friend Jordan about everything that has happened and he said patience will bring THE guy to me. I don’t know if that will happen.

I know I am rambling a bit but I need to get everything off my chest and I feel like people that live on the other side of the world would be the best to vent to. Whether you know what I am going through or not… I may help you not get in these situations…

What if the whole “when we were created our souls were split in half and someone got the other half and they were your soul mate” crap is true… What if there is someone out there who has the other of my soul? Could he please come out of the darkness and meet me. Or what if he is someone close to me? Someone I least expected? What if he doesn’t exist?

 

All my ex’s have been disappointing so what makes every new guy different? Nobody has just simply liked me and want nothing more than to be in my company without the intentions of playing me or hurting me or worse… 

I look for inspirational lyrics to help me, but all I can come up with is The Vamps song Can We Dance. I’m going crazy to like them… 

Can I go to Narnia? Please? 

The day of love

And there is hope for the male kind… 

I have fallen for someone. Everyone knows, it’s really obvious. 

Even though I have been broken by so many guys I feel so happy that I have met him. I can be myself with him. No make up, no false part about me. And Yeah, I really like him. Haha.

I know he likes me. It’s cute. And he even got me a Valentines Day gift. A teddy and a rose. 
I cried when I got it. I was in shock, and I was soo happy! I had never received a VD gift. And to be completely honest, I am so glad he was the first one to ever give me one. He is so special to me. 

Even if we never go out, I want to stay friends with him. He is the type of guy I want in my life. Friend or lover. 

Happy Valentines Day to all my readers. I really hope your day is just a good as mine! Single or betrothed, this day is for everyone. I’m send a rose to all of you beautiful people. Thank you guys! I LOVE YOU ALL!!